sunnuntai, 21. marraskuuta 2010
One of these Night moments, when I´m feeling relaxed and happy and enjoying my music and pot of tea and websites I´m surfing and just almost reading those book next to me... I know it´s Saturday night and best partytime but I´ve done it on Thursday and Friday and last four nights I´ve slept 3-4 hous each night so I´m pretty exhausted.
But my evening was so sweet...
I don´t really knw how can I survive in Finland anymore!!!!
What am I going to do without weekly filmfestivals, small and cosy cinemas, without my clubs and cafes, demonstrations and other "local happenings (including few fleamarkets around the corner) and beautiful germans... :) And here I have my flatmates, I hate to live alone actually. :/

But on the other hand, I might not have money to live here another semester...
So today I didn´t do anything special before 5 pm, when I got a message from my friend: "let´s meet at the cinema at 5.40 pm"
WOOOOW anyone heard that women are not about to leave the house in 10 minutes??!!
I was cool and did it in 15 minutes and actually bvg.de assumed me to need longer time to get there so I was pretty much in time.
We didn´t get anymore tickets to mexican films at 6 pm so bought for "Small and big catastrophes: Irish films" at 7.30. Actually without any idea what kind of films they´d be.

As we had so much time left we went for a walk with Amaury and it was so cool!
Because being so tired and reading too much Popper I already thought today that it´s Sunday so no wonder that I was totally confused with the time... I was like in a hurry and when we were back at the cinema Amaury said "What are we going to do now when we still have one hour".
"One hour??? Why didn´t you say to me..."
"I did"
"I didn´t get it."
So. Me. Being. SLOW. Again.

We ended up in Voss and unfortunately weren´t allowed to order our hot chocolates outside as it was actually pretty warm and pleasant. So from there to Babylon and I saw my first shortfilms and maybe first Irish films, I laughed so much though some of them were also a bit rude... But none of them was too serious and it was so nice there.
I love films so much... When I´d be more creative I would not only like to be a musician and dancer and photographer but a filmmaker as well. ;p
And in Berlin I can enjoy this kind of possibilities.
I don´t find a word to describe how much I like Berlin. I just hope you can all experience it.

I got home at 10.30 pm or something and was taking some photos of Lisa and her friends and now I plan to study but obviously I am writing my blog and listening youtube Damien Saez Jeunesse léve-toi. I think I have to write in order to remember these things after 10 years.... that´s my accuse and I think it´s important enough. I also love writing. At times I hope you could have a telepathic connection with me because thinking and writing is sometimes so much easier than talking....

I´m happy I saw Kata and Samver (Finnish friends :)) this week as they were having a vacation here. And I´m planning to travel.
My erasmus time is being pretty different from what I thought but I enjoy it a lot and I have great friends with whom I meet a lot, 4-5 times a week.

I should do laundry tomorrow. And clean my room. And make the speech. Go to a fleamarket.
Now I switched from French chill music to Shakira´s Waka waka hehe and I want to have a nice summernight and beach party.
I hope to have a cheap and nice bottle of wine and all my friends with me.
I hope to travel by train to Asia.
And I hope to do a benji jump in South Africa (Lisa told me about that).
I hope to do so many things.
I also hope I could be less dreamy person and focus on important things to be done...

But not being dreamy would be too boring for me. :p
And I´m 21, I don´t have to sleep that much if the alternative is this cosy warm chilling-dreaming-thinking-planning-studying time in Berlin...
And the demonstration today was so interesting, I was totally impressed seeing that many people from my window. Amaury was just laughing that it´s not a big demonstration in France but come on, in Finland there´s maximum 1000 demonstrators when it´s about something really important like free education and pfff, otherwise just few people.

I´be been eating all my chocolate-toffees during this evening omg....
Dear Popper, I´m almost having the book in my hands.

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